It was hotter than 90 degrees one summer day forty years ago. The sun was sizzling. Mom plastered us in white cream. As beautiful as ever, and brown as a bear, she made sure us freckle-faced girls were protected. Hours of swimming and reapplying lotion passed; anxiously I ran to the tall chain link fence to await Dad cresting the last hill from the 18th hole. His two wheel chariot was my dream ride. He was my knight bearing a shiny club. Life was perfect; even with the heat.

Yesterday my R.V. was dripping with water. So was I. It seemed we were both crying. “She” from sputtering so much air to keep Finn and I cool. Me?…just sputtering over disappointment. “You can handle the heat!”, I convinced myself.
This is the worst part of me. And it occurs two seasons a year. Movement is limited by the “air I wear”. The battle aches of the arthritis and autoimmune issues try to wreak havoc on my psyche. Luckily, at times, fog will settle into my mind and distract me from the physical.
My hot tears weren’t all about the humidity. Haven’t we all felt the sweltering swirl of disdain? The heat behind the masks? What about the burning tires of busyness~ the rat race in which so many are forced to participate? Can you feel the heat from the roads?
Being an “in the middle” kind of gal I prefer temps in the 70’s. One where the extremes of hot and cold aren’t experienced. Most certainly I would feel spoiled. But would I be prepared the next time for a visit to the frigid cold? Would I still be able to withstand the heat again? Am I even insulated for either?
When things are too hot to handle I have to ground myself. I allow my shoulders to fall and take a deep breath. My face smoothes out and my jaw becomes relaxed. “Thank you heavenly Papa”, as I inhale. Exhaling slowly I whisper a blessing. This isn’t going to last long.
Meanwhile in the rest of the world we are all longing for perfect temperatures and dreamy places to balance our temperaments. The plague continues its spread like a heat wave. You’d think there’d be brief relief from the coolness of indifference.
I’m not alone. You’re not alone. Don’t get burned. Protect yourself and salve your soul with the paste of these promises:
“Every word of God proves true. He is a shield to all who come to him for protection.” -Proverbs 30:5
“For everyone will be tested with fire.”-Mark 9:49
“But let all who take refuge in you rejoice; let them sing joyful praises forever. Spread your protection over them, that all who love your name may be filled with joy.”-Psalms 5:11
“Relying on God has to begin all over again every day as if nothing had yet been done.”-C.S. Lewis

Heat— be it hot temperatures or hot angry hearts— I too am weary!!!!
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You understood both; I’m with you. Where would we be without faith? And of course a huge dose of common sense is good. Bless you!
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You as well my friend!
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I’m with you. I’m not fond of heat. Although I grew up in Southern AZ, running around between the pool and the desert, after a run in with heat stroke in college, I seem to have less tolerance for the heat. And no way could I deal with the humidity in the south and east coasts. I love snow and am ok in the winter but my ideal is the mid to high 60s and low 70’s.
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Heat strokes are scary-I’m so glad all is ok! 💚
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PS-glad to be in good company too. 😉
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Being in Perth, Australia I understand those days where the heat just drains you. I feel you girl.
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💚🤗
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We get so hot here in Summer. I loved your description of dropping your shoulders and allowing. Everything is a little easier with acceptance.
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Thank you my friend. It seems I’m telling myself a lot lately to drop, open space, and accept. 💕
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All good advice 🙌👌
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I hope today is a good day 💕
You’re never alone…
Love, light and glitter
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Thank you my friend 💚
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You took me back to Tri-Way and wearing socks in the pool❤👭 I can see you waiting on Dad!!! Ahh..heat felt good then. I’m going to take your advice and drop my shoulders. I love the peace you share and spread. Now come on, Fall…we love you. Kriddy
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Dear Karla, what beautiful writing to describe such pain, both in your soul and in the world. I pray right now for heavens relief as God has heard your cry and bottled your tears. Love, Julie
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Thank you my friend. A mountain adventure would soothe indeed 😉🤗 having prayer warriors ups my grit each day! I love you! 💕
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Love you too🔥❤🙏
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Karla, this week the heat and humidity have been torturous. It seems the heat matches our world. But, I know whom I have believed, and trust His plan! Your writings always encourage!
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Thank you Pam. How humbling 💕💚
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I have a love/hate relationship with my AC and I am dreaming wistfully of cool fall nights and a gentle breeze of winter air. I have faith it is coming . . . And if the weather these days is a foreshadowing of Hell, I am going to be a MUCH better person! Promise! (43C/109F)
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Pam, you have me giggling and agreeing! 💚
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Beautiful words…
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Thank you friend! 💚
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I love the way you weave your words together into a beautiful patchwork. Keep it up. This is a lovely post. I hate the heat too. Actually, I have difficulty breathing when the dewpoints rise. With Corona to deal with along with high dewpoints, I’m feeling a little trapped this summer.
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Your comments mean so much to me. Interestingly, when I first thought of blogging, I chose the name “weaver of words “; it’s exactly how I want to write. You’re writing always encourages me too. Feeling trapped is something we can all relate to during these times. God bless you and keep you safe. 💚
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You are definitely fulfilling your dream. Thanks for your kind comments and encouragement ❤️
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stopping by to let you know that I have nominated you for the sunshine blogger award, the link is included below…
https://photogarphybyhcmorris77.com/2020/07/17/sunshine-blogger-award-2/
hope you have a great day and survive all this heat!
🙂
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Oh wow! That means so much to me 💕 you’re such an encourager. You take care too my friend. 🤗
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So, does your RV help you ‘escape’ to some sanity?
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You’d think it would! I’m keeping a commitment to workkamp here through December.
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I asked because we’re waiting for delivery in one and are looking forward to changing our routine a bit.
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Fantastic! Welcome to the RV world! Enjoy!
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Hey, I may have to lean on you for advice. 😎
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Happy to help in anyway! 👍🏻
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You took me back to Tri-Way and wearing socks in the pool❤👭 I can see you waiting on Dad!!! Ahh..heat felt good then. I’m going to take your advice and drop my shoulders. I love the peace you share and spread. Now come on, Fall…we love you. Kriddy
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Thank you so much. Precious memories indeed. ❤️💕 thank you for your words and encouragement. I love you 💚
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Well said! Thanks for your like of my blog and, by so doing, introducing me to yours, which I know I will enjoy exploring!
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Thank you, Mary! Likewise! Happy Monday 💚😊
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I remember summer days in Missouri. My oldest was born in June near 4 am.
It was 104 degrees. That was a HOT summer. Doesn’t that make you feel a little cooler?
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Brrrr. I’m practically freezing now! 🤪 isn’t perspective everything? It can always be worse!
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The scorching weather makes me weary too ;(
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Searching for that forgiving middle can seem never ending, no, K.L.? Temperatures and so many battles of the mind this year like no other. Thank you for this illuminating essay. I hope the physical aches have eased.
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Thank you for the kind words Mark! Forgiving middle is right! I overcame the physical by forcing myself to hike in heat. I couldn’t sit anymore and let my mind “win”.
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Yes, the summer heat is on! My spouse loves Keith Urban, and we were comparing this summer with one of his hits, “Long Hot Summer.” This has been the mother of all summers. Thank goodness for our Lord’s building faith and inspiring hope as we encounter boiling, never tepid waters.
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Absolutely ! 🎶💚
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Hi there KL! Happy Friday! I remember temperatures rising to 200•F, but it was a Twilight Zone tv showing. The showing ended with a sick woman in bed with a very high fever. That segment really started my mind to wander. How blessed we are not to have weather temperatures to rise at incredible heights. 🙏👌
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Awesome post!
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Thank you so much!
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You’re welcome!
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I love CS Lewis & the quote you shared is one of my favorites. Hugs to you for reminding me I must frame it!!
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Awww. That’s awesome Dawn. Hugs and blessings 💚🤗❣️
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