Had I hiked to heaven? Suddenly, my heart rate seemed to halt. My chest filled with captivating coldness. Was this a dream? My bones didn’t ache…yet. The thrill of the climb fueled my feet. Prayers and patience propelled my persistence to the peak. Months of building muscle with incline were paying off. It would be the first of several 14’ers,…or so I thought. Spinning slowly, I rotated 360 degrees detecting and distinguishing that which had only been real in diorama form. For many minutes I marveled. It was time to descend before the looming storm and darkness approached.
There was no training on how to descend. For me, it was harder than the climb. There were times the steep steps made my hips feel pierced with daggers. My side was sore and suffering. My spirit stayed strong. Stopping, I prayed, “God, give me the strength to muster my muscle for this deliberate decline. Let it be a delicate dip that that honors you with each careful step down to the valley.”
Many years and experiences have followed that feat. There were mountains, small and tall. Little things gave evidence to big things. Some I tried to hide in my daily strolls. Striking pain and sympathy for others placed me on a solo trip. Just like the guardian angels of the Himalayas, my sure-footed tribe became my Sherpas. Many miles became a few miles. Now, one mile is a miracle.
But they that wait upon the LORD shall renew their strength; they shall mount up with wings as eagles; they shall run, and not be weary; and they shall walk, and not faint.
Isaiah 40:31
Ten days and one mile ago…
A building was its peak, and the air was warm; but not muggy. I had to take advantage of the cooler morning. I NEEDED this tiny mountain in my area. “You can do this, Karla,” I told myself. “God, give me strength for each step.”
The turtle talked of his rock. Squirrels scrambled and played games on the bridge. Trees told stories of long ago. The creek cried tears of happiness with me. For what seemed like an eternity I felt “home” again. Suddenly, sweat started beading on my body-my legs labored with my breath.
WAS IT ALREADY TIME TO REST? The laughter and chatter broke through the silence on the path. Smiling, I watched this gregarious group led by an exhausted leader. It was a group of Tigers from Republic (Missouri). The fearless leader spoke, and I gave her encouragement. My career began 31 years ago as a Tiger. We giggled about their enthusiasm and our commonality in careers (also, in personality, from what I could perceive). They wanted to tell me EVERYTHING. Have I told you how much I enjoy being around kids? My heart was so happy watching them wander off. It was just me, God, nature, and the silence again.
Silence on my short walk was stifled when I sat slumped on a rock. My heart was pounding through my chest. The air in my lungs burned like my feet. Had I even walked ONE mile? I thought of the peaks. My tiny precious grandgirl from Warrensburg was celebrating a birthday. My two other little grands from Texas popped up on my phone. They all became my little Sherpas. The peak became clear. My confidence grew with my grit. Facetime became a mini field trip. Missouri frogs, snakes, and a puppet center. Oh, the kindness felt when the workers met these precious faces on my tiny screen. Stickers were even given!
It was time to leave my tiny mountain range. Fatigue flattened me. Faith fueled me. It was time to go home and rest. Another mile was waiting for me-the medical mile. This range is made up of buildings, traffic, cars, and people. Some days it seems too high to climb. God and my Sherpas are by my side. 💚
Have you heard of NET, yet?🦓
I wrote the short “Medical Mile” on June 15th. The week prior I received an injection and shots to help boost my cells and platelets. Last Thursday I went in for a follow-up (weekly blood lab). One hour turned into 4 hours. The blood and cell counts even lower. It explained a lot of why I felt so lousy! On Friday I had a blood transfusion and two shots (one to boost red cell production and one for white to help reduce the risk of infection). They lost my blood from the day before (I MUST take it all in stride and with patience💕). A 24-hour pain crisis followed on early Saturday. Here I am, today, so happy to write to you. A surprise visit from a friend. A weekend filled with new blood, love and help from family, and even stronger faith. Weekly, I’ll go in for labs. In two weeks I’ll have another bone infusion. For those that might ask about my progress and goals-to stabilize the disease, extend my life, and keep me strong enough for treatments. Pain is part of the process-nerve damage, the size of the tumors, the bone mets, there are days better than others; just like we all have. I do feel weaker than a year ago. But my heart is staying strong. It’s all in the blood, my friends. Ultimately, it’s been there the entire time-the blood of Jesus! Like I always say, many have it worse. No one is guaranteed tomorrow. I’m not trying to be a hero. I’m just a middle-aged gal in MO with a rare cancer. I recognize and appreciate the good, balance what seems “bad”, and look at everything, I mean everything, with a heavenly perspective. We all battle something. I don’t have to walk a mile in your shoes to have compassion. I see you. I love you. God loves you.
Make each mile count. ❤️
The “mile” extends roughly from the St. John’s campus on 11 acres at 1235 E. Cherokee St., at National Avenue and Sunshine Street, to CoxHealth’s south campus at 3850 S. National Ave.
Long before the Medical Mile was imagined, both health systems had roots in Springfield.
St. John’s Hospital was formed in 1891 by three Sisters of Mercy, according to www.stjohns.com, and CoxHealth was founded in 1906 as Burge Deaconess Hospital. Source: Winkle, C. (2010, July 26). sbj.net/stories/no-1-springfields-medical-mile. Retrieved from Springfield Business Journal: https://sbj.net/stories/no-1-springfields-medical-mile,23640
My friends from SW MO are aware of the “Medical Mile”. The article above was from 2010. St. John’s is now Mercy Hospital. I’m thankful for both hospitals. Currently, my treatments are with several specialists from the Cox Health system. To those that donate blood–thank you from the bottom of my heart. Because of you, I’m going to enjoy a visit with my family this week. Because of you, my legs and feet don’t hurt as bad today. Because of you, many people are living today. Your sacrifice does not go unnoticed. Thank you. ❤️❤️❤️
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Continued prayers, Karla.
Thank you, Manette! How can I pray for you, my friend? ❤️
Dear, Karla, your question gave cause to ponder not wanting to waste such a generous gift. Here is what I would request:
That I redeem each day with my utmost for God’s glory. Wisdom for discerning His will and priorities. A willingness to serve when there is a painful cost or suffering. Grace to walk through whatever He permits to touch my life with a heart prepared to worship despite circumstances. Endurance when the flesh is weak. Abundant joy overflowing from within. That with or without words my life would reflect the Psalmist saying, “Oh, magnify the LORD with me.”
Thank you, precious one.
Dear Manette, you’re a beautiful soul. What an amazing prayer. I copied to paste in my notes. Each morning, there are prayers sent via a devotional app that help guide me. My friend, this prayer hits straight to the heart and soul of how I wish to live, serve, and “be” in a power that only comes from God. “Endurance when weak,…abundant joy, grace to walk through,…wisdom and discernment.” Your words match your beautiful serving heart. It’s my pleasure to pray such a prayer for you, and those words I pray as well for me. It’s a blessing I’m honored to do. Your name is in “ink” in my book. Your name is written in God’s heart. 💕❤️🙏🏻
Thank you! I can say ditto for what I know of you and your spirit.
You’re welcome ☺️ and thank you again! 💛💕 so sweet!
Karla; Thank you so much for your inspiring post! And a big, virtual Pat on the back for conquering your most recent peak. I knew a woman in Kansas City who started an organization several years ago called “Sherpa” that was all about helping people navigate the murky maze that is cancer… from finding support groups to providing transportation, to finding financial aid and on. It was a true Godsend for many people. I am glad to hear you are still plugging on toward the summit God has planned for you.
Many blessings;
Russell
Russell, I’ve missed you. Thank you for this wonderful message! And for hanging in there with me through this journey. I feel the pat of encouragement and prayers! I love “Sherpa” ~how awesome! I’ll have to check that out. Finding a support group, and even watching a virtual National Conference about this cancer with surgeons and experts across the globe, has been tremendously comforting. How are you and yours? Last week I read posts for several mornings, leading up to when I THOUGHT I might publish, the way I use WP reader, I don’t always “see” everyone I hope to during my morning scrolls of reading. I hope you are both doing well! I appreciate you so much. Many blessings to you and yours!
Karla, if you don’t beat all, I don’t know who does! I have no doubt you touched those kids in ways you can’t even imagine. They will take their memory of their time with you with them for the rest of their lives. What a wonderful gift you gave these youngsters. I would tell you to pat yourself on the back but it would probably hurt too much! 🤗
Wouldn’t you think the road to healing, from anything, would be easy peasy. After all, we’re already suffering from whatever ails us. But no, that’s not how it works. But you, my friend, just snub your nose at it and keep plodding along, mile by mile, step by step, and you smile and joke and laugh out loud throughout this journey.
You go Tiger! Roar with all your might at the persistent pain, the setbacks, the fear. And then you roar with joy and pride for all you’ve accomplished, and that’s going to take some mighty powerful roars!
Enjoy your family visit. It will make your booboos feel better.
I hope sweet Miss Finley is feeling well. She will no doubt be delighted with all the additional hugs and petting and playing, not to mention treats, your family will be giving her.
Praying your lab work starts cooperating and you find much needed relief. My heart and prayers are with you.
Ginger
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Ginger, your words heal my boo-boos!! They’re salve on my sores. One would think it might get easier,…but from my experiences of seeing others go through it, I kinda had some reality exposure. But still, until you experience it, it’s hard to explain. It’s such a roller coaster of ups and downs. One day feeling decent, the next day dragging. One day pain minimal, THAT night, calling for help. Why pain? It’s part of the process of healing. Ginger, what stumps me the most is how some who might not know me think I’m a million bucks, yet I’m several hundreds short of where I was (999,999~lol) An example~I sat most of day, swelling returned, …I must move! But I have a problem ~I can’t. Yet. But maybe? Maybe tomorrow? Maybe the next day after blood keeps building? So I’ll keep on keeping on and letting out Roars! So you know, I was also a Pirate and a Wolf! I grew up as a Bluejay. There’s some good stuff circling me! I definitely have to keep finding humor. I had told my parents that I decided to start a new career as a vampire! I think my town is safe. I’m too tired to collect! 😱🤭❤️ Finn is well ~she has had some long days with legs-crossed (😬🤭🐾). Her itty bitty heart loves me and I want to squish her with love~but I get the “look” and she settles on my lap. She’s a good girl going through this with me. And you’re an amazing woman going through this with she and I and cheering us on loudly with love! We shout out adoration and love back to you! 💕🙏🏻🤗🐾🐾❤️💛
I always love seeing your posts appear in my feed and this one was full of inspiration, hope, and love. You are my hero even though I know you do not aspire to be so. I loved your descriptions of challenging the mountains in life just like you are challenging the cancer in your body. I pray for good labs, for the best treatments, and the best outcomes for you. I prayer for a release from the constant pain and more time with those you love. Keep going Karla, you have miles to go, and I am honored to accompany you on this most precious journey. Much love and hugs my friend, C
I thought of you, C, when thinking of this post and all you have accomplished since your retirement. The miles, the adventures, the new learning and physical challenges. These sweet words of support you always send make me feel loved and supported! I walk and think of your walk of the Camino de Santiago. I’ll trek a hill and think of the roads in Japan. I’m so happy you’re on these miles with me. It’s a beautiful tandem (I’m not strong like Larry, but our tandem consists of coffee and quiet reflection ~time to read, write, and just be while we enjoy the views we have while we can. Thank you, C, for this gift of you. Love and hugs.💕🙏🏻🤗
Wow! Your writing takes my breath away. It’s so powerful! You’re lifted up
Sue, you are so precious and kind! Thank you thank you my friend! I do feel lifted! Much love to you and yours, sweet Sue. 💕🙏🏻❤️
The Medical Mile will indeed mean so much more to me now thank you. This is a great post, written from the soul kind lady. And it does seem like a huge mountain climb Karla…what am I saying, it is a huge mountain climb. But just like love it takes us places to open and see its beauty. At the moment you have great faith, a belief it is all for a great purpose my friend. And most certainly a great love and hugs from over here kind lady, may you touch that beauty within and know that ‘tiger’ that is you. One more mile…you can do it my friend. That step that will give you courage for one more, and another…and then into the camper for another lovely campfire, a puppy dog in lap, and God and the stars always watching over you 😀❤️🙏
Aw, Mark…the beauty and love within used as “fuel” to give me another mile. Do you know how your support fills up my tank? It helping me with my mileage, friend. Your words and support mean so much. Finn and I send our love to the great Down Under~we know another campfire and adventure is around the corner…we’ll keep trekking at the appropriate pace (I won’t kick up must dust, but I do hope to make good tracks). God bless you! 🙏🏻💕❤️🐾🤗
You will always make beautiful tracks Karla, the twin souls, you and Finn side by side sharing a journey at that campfire. Many thanks for that sharing, it is giving much heart to us all. Love and light to you both 😀❤️🙏
Aww, thank you, Mark. Love from the twin souls. 🐾💕🐾💛🙏🏻🙏🏻
Karla, your mountains are tough. Clearly, God makes you tougher, and through Him you show us how to climb and descend with prayer, grit, and grace. “You can do this, Karla.” May God give you strength for each step. Sending much love and a bear hug.
Crystal, how are you? It’s so good to “see” you. I have often thought of you and especially in “beach thoughts”. Your encouragement and sweet comments are so appreciated! Your journey has inspired me. Look at the mountains you conquer. I’m so happy my journey is of any significance for yours. It’s heartwarming to me. May God give you strength too, my friend. The bear hug and love are reciprocated! 💕🐾 thank you!
Life is good, and I’m feeling more like myself all the time, doing the summer things like seeing my family and escaping to the beach and reading books for fun. I think of you often, too, my friend , and lift you in prayer that your needs will be met. I’m happy you have Sherpas (and our God) guiding your journey.
I’m so happy to hear this, Crystal! What a beautiful life you’re living. I know who’s guiding you as well! May it continue this way, my friend. 💕❤️🙏🏻
“When I walk through the fire I will not be burned…” My dear friend you are a continual inspiration! I see you in the “fiery furnace”, you are going through so much but Jesus is right by your side, giving you the strength to keep going. And you are amazing at how you enourage others on your climb!
Big hugs Karla! And always prayers! Love ya!💛💛❤🎶 🎵
Love you too, Joy! “I will not be burned…🎶🎶🎶” I’m so glad you find me, this podunk SW MO gal an inspiration. How encouraging and kind! I’m not alone and I know you walk beside the Maker and Man and God of all~what a great traveling trip we are! Big hugs and prayers. Finn and I love you too! Keep writing fantastic stories that light my imagination and give me inspiration too! 💛❤️🙏🏻💕🎶🙏🏻💪🏻🦓
Yes, I do. Couldn’t make it through life without HIM! 🥰
So glad we can encourage each other and I will do my best to keep my crazy imagination going and stories coming! Just finished one and now can barely keep my eyes open. Got to get on a more sane time schedule. LOL! Love and hugs!! 💚💛💚💛💜
Isn’t it funny how our creativity can really take over a schedule? I get it! When it hits, you must “sits”! I’m glad we’re together for cheers, joy, and love for a Savior! 🎶🎶💕💛
Yes, my creativity sleeps during the day and then comes alive at night. LOL!
Me too, sister! 🥰 🙏❤💛❤
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Bless you, Rainbow Fairy. ❤️
Jennie, the first time I’ve “heard” that since I was honored for to give me that name. How precious! Bless you too, amazing Jennie! 💛
You will always be a Rainbow Fairy. It takes a special person with heart, strength, and wisdom to achieve that status. I thank you!
Wow, Jennie! Coming from you, I feel as royalty! 💕❤️💛💚🌈🌈🤗🤗🤗
You are welcome! 💕
A very uplifting and hopeful post, Karla. Your hiking adventures sound stimulationg. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. Praying you stay strong and keep the Faith!
Dwight
Dwight! I’m always happy when I see “Uncle Dwight”. It’s as if all is fine in the world as you still reside, recognize others, and encourage me and so many. ☺️You motivate me to keep going and keep the faith! Many blessings to you and your family!
Karla, I feel the same as another reader, “your writing takes my breath away.” You are so loved and prayed for by so many people and that warms my heart. You don’t walk this path alone, there are friends and family who are walking with you. But the one “who will never leave or forsake you” not only walks with you, but He holds your hand and will carry you when the burden gets too heavy. I love you and you are always in our prayers. 🙏🏻🩷🎶🤗🌺💕
Pam, you’re always in my heart and prayers. It touches me that you, and others, feel that way about my writing. It’s the encouragement and love I have from family and friends~blood related, and those that may not be my relations by human blood, but the blood of Jesus~ We’re put in one another’s lives for a reason, a specific time, place, experience, etc…but it’s the beliefs and heart that make the bond. You and Butch have been prayer warriors from day one~I will be the same for you. “I don’t know who holds tomorrow, but I know who holds my hand.”🎶🎶🎶 l know you can sing right along. I love you all. 🙏🏻💕❤️💛🥰
Amen and Amen! 🙏🏻🥰💛🎶🙏🏻
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Thank you. I wish I could donate my blood directly to you. 38+ and counting for donations and I always feel so happy knowing someone will live or live better because of my small contribution. It makes me connect with the One who shed his blood so that we might have more abundant life. Blessings galore, Karla. And bravo to you on the hike. Round of applause from SoCal. Hugs too, Jane
Dear Jane, you’re welcome. What a beautiful gift you continue to give. “It makes me connect with the One who shed his blood…” Jane, that’s poignantly beautiful. Thank you for your love, peace, and encouragement. I think about the blood and how many years ago there were “clues” that might’ve led to different diagnoses if one person could’ve seen the big picture. That’s not how life here works. So how amazing that our One God created, sees, understands, and paints the entire big picture~knowing how beautiful it all is when the whole comes together. You’re making a difference in others’ lives, Jane. Many hugs and blessings, love, Karla 💕
Very very lovely. The size of a mountain is relative to the climber. I’d say you’re on a pretty steep slope right now. 💕
A friend who climbed Annapurna II said, “We summited, but then we had to get back down.” I have never climbed a 14er. During the years I could have, I wasn’t here. I made an attempt on Mt. Whitney, but the Good X and I were stopped in our tracks by 6 feet of snow on the ground! No way to keep going. It was June! ⛰️ ❤️ So you’re a better Coloradan than I am! 🐾🐾🩷
MAK~you’re so precious to say that! You, Bear, and Teddy are the 3 amazing Coloradans~my favorites! You mean so much to me. You’re in my heart each time I’m in nature. Your life stories, and current situations, always inspire me to keep going~even if my pace is slower. My “pretty steep slope” (how descriptively stunning) is a hard climb for sure. “The size of a mountain is relative to the climber.” You always share something that hits straight to my heart, with truth and sincerity. I cherish these nuggets of wisdom with much love and respect. My teacher. Finn (“Big Enough Apple Head”) and I love you 3 very much. As you continue your trails in life we’re here in SW MO always rooting for you. 💕🐾🐾🐾 🏔️
Continuing to pray, Karla. As always, grateful to read your words and hear your story. ❤️
Kelley, thank you, sweet friend. I do that for you and yours (in my book I could not specifically remember your Mom’s name but I have “family” written). I often think of you~particularly on Sundays. Thank you for your encouragement, prayers, and friendship. Much love. 💕🙏🏻
Make each mile count. Yes, indeed. You certainly do, Karla. Your post is empowering. Sending you big hugs and grand blessings. 💞
Michele, that’s beautiful! Thank you! I’ll remember “empowering” as I see you, your dancing, your words, and life as empowering for me! I feel the hugs and hope you feel mine! 💕🤗💛
You are welcome, Karla. You are beautiful! May we continue to be supported and inspired by love and encouragement. Thank you. 💗
Aww, thank you too , my friend!💕🩵🥰💐
Karla I love reading your posts. I love hearing your heart which shines so brightly through words of faith, hope and love even during times when your hike is taking you uphill or over rough places. 🙏❤️
What a precious and kind response. When I decided to create a blog, it was my heart that I hoped to convey. Life’s rushed realities don’t always allow the heart to be “seen” accurately. My faith is definitely my guide and it touches my heart you see and feel that. I know you are propelled by love as well! I’m glad to hike with you. Thank you, thank you. 💛🙏🏻💕
Nature is so healing and I find your words so nourishing after not being able to go hiking for ages – I walk every day but it’s not the same as hiking into a beautiful area and exerting yourself. Beautifully described and written Karla. I’m glad you were able to receive some new blood and freshen your spirit as well, take care X
Kate, words can’t describe my connection with you in nature. I often think of you and the season you’re in~in all of life. I miss hiking, too. I’ve accepted the pace I’m on, but the “longing” is there. I’m so thankful for the Spirit for stepping in to soothe the longing and use it to give me contentment with a new pace. I pray this transfusion continues to boost! At least I’m being checked weekly and they won’t allow me to “slip” too far again. Kate, I miss you. Thank you for being here and your poems, in your book, have been a light in days I needed them. Much love, Karla and Finn 💛💕🙏🏻
Much love to you as well X
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Isn’t it amazing how God gives us opportunities at certain times in our lives. Those opportunities today may seem impossible, but you continue to beat the odds and persevere. I am so happy I got to know you during this time. Your courage inspires. Your determination and will are a constant kick for me. Your love for life and those in it is amazing. Keep fighting the fight. Someday, the mountain will be overcome, and we will all reach the peak. God bless you, sweet child.
It is amazing, Mama K. You and Paul inspire me to keep going. I think of all the battles, and the 80 decades of wisdom, experiences,…your life has been so full and I’ve learned so much from you~particularly about faith, too. I’m so glad we met several years ago and grew to be family. I’m glad courage is shared and I know we will celebrate in the same place~on a beautiful and unimaginable peak! God bless you both. Please know I pray for you both as you do me. Much love and hugs. 💕💛❤️🙏🏻🤗
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Little sister I love what you wrote about the climb and the parallels to medical issues is vivid in my mind. You are in my prayers little sister.
Thank you, big brother! I’m so happy this resonates with you. I keep you in my prayers as you do me. 🙏🏻
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When I stood at the top of a rocky mountain I felt closer to God. I wasn’t but it was breathtaking and enchanting in the same breath. I wish I could fold you in a hug and feed your tea and scones. You are always in my thoughts.
Pam, this makes my heart so happy. I feel your hugs and would simply love having the scones and tea with you. Like you, I feel closer to God there. I know he’s close to me here too. But it’s just different! I appreciate you so much dear friend.💕💛🥰🤗
Always amazed at the message of faith in your posts. And the beauty of the Rocky Mountains is breathtaking! Sending care and prayers!
Thank you, M.B.! I often think of you and I send love and prayers to you! I’m so glad faith is coming through the message! I do love the Rockies. Isn’t our country filled with such beauty? Please take care my friend. 💕
Karla, how my heart aches for you. Your Journey has been so very difficult yet through it all you have not given up on God nor is your faith missing. I know from my own life and the health issues I have faced for over 30 years, that those of us who do struggle with pain and dis-eases, have in their hearts the most incredible Compassion for others. Your Compassion compares to that of a Super Woman! I felt you through your words and in so doing, your Inner Growth throughout the years has been simply splendid in all of its Glory. God bless you and you now are in my prayers. You are one very courageous woman! (((HUGS)))!!! xoxo
Amy, your words make my heart and soul smile. I do remember your challenges, and your faith. I have really gained much wisdom through the hardest parts of life. It’s a marathon, my friend. I’m sorry for your health issues and nod my heart in agreement that it gives us a compassion for others! I think Jesus wants us to celebrate the good~he understands when we’re frustrated, angry, upset,…but when we surrender to his true character calling, those feelings can be hijacked in a good way~by joy, faith, and hope! I have experiences that prove only to become permanently positive because of a power much greater than me. Yes, HE expects me to do my part. He gave us free will and choices. When those consequences, whether “good” or “bad” occur, we still have the consciousness to become Christlike and heavenly centered. I sure don’t want the alternative! I think we can all be super heroes with his power! I do hope my courage never waivers~admittedly, some cowardness can creep in and just like the Wizard of Oz Lion I can meet them head on with a huge heart of courage~but this comes only from Christ! God bless you, Amy. I’m sorry I don’t “see” you more often. You’re a light in this world. Much love and blessings.💕💛🙏🏻
Oh my goodness, Karla. Reading your words brought a powerful vision to my mind that I received after Sassy’s transition. I was shown clearly how when we choose love, when we choose to do our very best with every situation we are presented with, when we choose the Way Jesus taught us, that is when WE open the door to the God Force within us, that Golden Elixir present everywhere wherein which we accomplish things we deemed “impossible”. That is exactly what unfolded with Sassy and I as together we kept going on fuel that only was possible from a Divine Source. When Jesus told us “The Kingdom of Heaven is within” he was referring to this God Force. It’s always there but it is we who close the door on It for when we surrender fully, we are taken to places that are far out of the realm of what we thought we could do. The unknown for many is uncomfortable and terrifying. I did my part, Sassy did her part, and God flowed between us in order to bring Divine Order to fruition. In Hindsight, I now see how all that transpired was perfect, in Divine Order.
In order for you to “see” my light tells me you yourself are a bright light as well for we mirror each other. To have conversations like these, is a precious Gift and I do not ever take them for granted. You have encouraged me greatly for just today when I came home from two appointments, I questioned is anyone else in this world lighting up? And here you are, showing up at my “door” a Gift from God, answering my question ….. Oh yes! Oh yes! There are many placed in strategic places on this earth in order for us to light up the entire world.
My choice in my life, in all aspects of my life, yes even in that aspect my heart is totally at a loss, I choose love, peace, and joy. Joy is not present of late due to the tears yet the tears are cleansing and making the way for JOY to reappear.
What a Comfort you have been for me today. Thank you! God bless you. I do love you, sister. Don’t ever quit for you inspire so many. You are the ripple effect. (((HUGS)))!!! xoxoxo
Amy,…I’m amazed. One hopes to find this “realness” in those completely surrendered to Jesus~yes, …it opens the force, the impossible,…and the door to others who long to share the light! Let’s stay in the light of his love and be an encouragement to one another. It’s humbling to know I was used as affirmation! We know to whom gets the glory for that! Amy, I’ll say it again, losing Sassy breaks my heart for you. The pain you feel. The tears you’re crying. You are courageous ~”the cleansing making way for JOY to reappear”. I’ll not take this connection for granted. You have been a comfort to me, too. God bless you! I love you! 💕💛💚
*Goosebumps* I love you too, Kayla. ❤️💕💙
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Sorry, Karla. Tired eyes. (((HUGS))) xo
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It’s always good to “hear your voice”. Jesus hears the many prayers people raise for you. May He bless you richly in the weeks to come. ❣️
Thank you, Mama. I thank you for being a voice lifting me in prayer; and a friend lifting me in encouragement as well! I feel his blessings~I pray that for you and yours during these months of celebrations and healing. 💕🙏🏻
You’re the best!
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I loved this Karla, so full of determination, faith and moving forward. Really really loved the celebrating photo at the top. I always feel closer to God when I’m outside and especially when I’m in the mountains. Sending you so many hugs ❤️❤️❤️
Thank you so much my dear friend! I always hope the stories resonate and I know you understand the nature and Spirit connection! I feel the hugs and send them to you too! 💕💕💕🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
There are so many different mountains to climb, aren’t there? And you keep climbing them all, leaning on the “everlasting arms.” Continued prayers for one of the bravest people I know!
Ann, you are so thoughtful and kind! There are many mountains, indeed! I will continue leaning on the everlasting arms. Your prayers and encouragement mean so much!
Every mile, every step of the way, you’ve brought along not only the One whose blood has made you whole forever, dear Karla, but so many others who love you.
This touches my heart, Mitch. It overwhelms me~the love and support of those who choose to join me on this journey. I’m humbled, grateful, and relieved at the amount of goodness in our world. You’re someone who makes my journey brighter, my friend.
Likewise, Karla, but you know that, I’m sure.
Yes, thank you!!!
Great post filled with great stories, Karla. What you write seems to bring many people together, and it seems to bring the best out of them all. Evidently, your words are hitting the mark with many, and striking the match for some of them. Kudos, kiddo!
Rainbow Fairy? Sounds interesting….
Ann encouraged you to keep climbing, which is very appropriate for the children of the King. His true children, the true “Kids of the Kingdom,” all walk that narrow, constricted path of the life of our God lived in us. It is a narrow constricted path when viewed from the outside, from the flesh. It is the path to expansive vistas, fulfilling visions, and restful waysides when viewed in the spirit. Better yet, when viewed through the Spirit. Ann’s advice is good. By continuing to climb by the Spirit, you gain fullness no matter what else transpires. This is the secret to the victorious life.
And in a way it is good to lean on the everlasting arms of our Savior, as Ann counsels. This is true as long as we do not lose sight of the fact of His indwelling us, living His life in us, His empowering and enlivening us. Some think that our God walks with us but not in us. Some think He gives us strength when we need it, not that He gives us His life in its fullness if we will take it. You are growing into Christ more and more, so you get the reality of His life in place of our own lives. Here is the secret to continuing our journey on the narrow way, no matter the twists, turns or outcomes.
I hope you are finding strength from the Spirit within, regardless of that which is in your flesh, Karla. And I hope that the latter strength is being renewed a bit with the inner self that is being renewed day by day. Know that our hope is in the Lord who is our strength. Our rest is in Him, too, as are our shelter, comfort, and holiness. All prayer and care for you in these days, my good friend.
Jackson, who now has a fenced yard (the prison wall, he calls it), sends his greetings to you and the Finn.
Tim, your words always provide great reflections, rich insight, and the truth of the Spirit! Isn’t it amazing to have such wonderful soulful friends on our journeys? Something shifted for me about two years ago. You know! Through years with pain and misunderstanding ~that everything I longed for was “in reach” I realized it was IN ME already~not my will or strength, BUT the power of Christ. That which Jesus empowered me through his death. One example I just read this morning~rather than binge something on TV, why not visit a neighbor? Or remember a friend who might need something. Truly, us humans think “today I’m just not strong so I’ll have to pray more and hope I’m stronger?” Nope! It’s within us if we choose it. I claim it, my friend. Are there days it’s harder? Absolutely! But like you eloquently shared, it’s still there in the twists and turns. I’m finding strength, Tim. Yes, the flesh can hurt, and my Rest (like yesterday!) was my comfort.
Tim, you have to know Jennie and her sweet Rainbow Fairy name she gave me. Jennie is a preschool teacher unlike any preschool teacher I’ve met! Should I brag and say she was even recognized on a TV show? Yes! She’s always championing for children! She brings history to life and her heart flows with love for her students and their families. You must check out her blog. I wish I could have stayed in education as long as she. Just last week she had a beautiful rainbow she captured. “Her” kids love her as much as us (her followers!). One of the first times I “met” her she was reading the Little House series to the students and here I was, only 40 miles from Laura and Almanzo’s final home. Kids create, discuss, dance, sing, and a week or two ago were at a school built in the 1700’s and Ms. Jennie was dressed as a school marm as the students sat and learned history. So when she gifted me that name, I smiled thinking “Aww, it’s from Ms. Jennie” I have another teacher here, Martha, who I really feel as if I SHOULD have been (or was?) her student at one time. It’s so incredibly amazing how I could tell the stories of everyone here~Tim, you can imagine my friends that aren’t on here…they are teachers, family friends, and some significant support that came at a time I was in my RV and wondering about my health, real love, and seeking only that which mattered most. They say most of us have a “book” in us (at least one, not two lol).
Jackson~you can sing Jailhouse Blues for real! Tee hee. Oh, sweet buddy. Finn has a fence~her “prison” yard is as much dusty dirt as grass these days during the hot days of summer. I pray for you both daily, Tim. You have been such a blessing to Finn and me. You are that “iron that sharpens” iron. Your prayers, resources, and talks help me grow my walk. I’m grateful. May you both continue your good and faithful journeys! Many blessings and prayers!
What an inspiration you are, Karla, showing us that we CAN do all things with Christ who gives us strength (Philippians 4:13). Even more encouraging, He makes it possible to face whatever life brings us with gratitude and joy. Thank you for sharing your experience, your example, with us!
Nancy, your kind words and thoughtfulness mean so much. It’s hard for me to accept that I could be an inspiration (as I sit here pointing up at God saying, “It’s you, it’s you!”). I accept your comment with a very humble and appreciative heart! I wonder how I would be doing on this current path without Christ? There was a time, many years ago, I didn’t feel “worthy”…by accepting his true love, and surrendering to him only, I found strength again. Truly, it’s the only way! Thank you for being here, supporting and praying for me. Your comments always encourage me! 💛🙏🏻
It blesses ME that I can be an encouragement to YOU, Karla. You are so right: surrendering to God IS the only way!
Aww 🥰, thank you, Nancy! Amen!
Blessings for your continued journey.
Love, Linda
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I love your tenacity and faith dear Karla and kudos to you getting your body moving in-spite of the medical mile. You’re doing it and the hike looks so amazing.
This is gorgeous
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“Just like the guardian angels of the Himalayas, my sure-footed tribe became my Sherpas. Many miles became a few miles. Now, one mile is a miracle.
You are an incredible writer my friend❣️
“It was time to leave my tiny mountain range. Fatigue flattened me. Faith fueled me. It was time to go home and rest. Another mile was waiting for me-the medical mile”.
Sending love and more faith and energy for the next climb❣️
I cheer on your every step in every manner, my marvelous friend Karla.
Mark, I know you do and I appreciate you so very much, my amazing friend!!
Karla, you are MY super hero!!!! 🤍
Oh, WOW, Stacy…just wow. That is so heartwarming! Thank you, Stacy! 🥺💛
Karla! I am so proud of you – your Spirit only grows larger as you share every part of yourself. You embrace life in such a authentic beautiful way it is inspiring, no doubt, to most. Hugs to you for sharing the miles with us….and I do hope your visit with family was filled with abundant joy!
Dawn, I love you, sweet friend. Your post inspired me this morning. And how kind to say these things! I’ll keep embracing it the best I can~the alternative, at times crosses my mind~is not the best, it’s up to God. Through loving him, and others, I’ll keep finding authenticity and beauty. Time with family keeps me grounded and grateful! Prayers for you and your precious family!💕🥰✝️❤️
I could not help but smile while reading this, the whole way through. Though there is pain in your stories at times, your faith in God, and His joy in being with us is present in every word. Isaiah 40:31 is also my favourite bible verse, one which has pulled me through tough experiences more often than I can recall!
Praise God for his presence with you, and for your sharing of his faithfulness, grace, and peace poured out unceasingly.
God bless you and your family, and I hope August continues to allow you to shine God’s light to others as you do.
The stunning, scenic vista is something to behold. As we face each mountain climb in our journey, God readies us with the tools to face the challenge and achieve our goals. At the same time, His grace will fill us with humblesness for the downhill trip.
This post fuels my spirits for the days ahead. Lord God, continue to watch over Karla, strengthen her resolve, and fill her hopes with endurance.