Was it the salt water or the oceans of tears I tasted? “I’m so insignificant,” I thought, as my toes sank into the sand. Confusion, doubt, and diagnoses were once rip currents. Just as the Spirit cools the heat and humidity of humanity, the gusts and breezes off the Atlantic coast washed me with relief. God’s love and grace overcame my dry, hot spirit like the powerful waves that left me weightless. An indescribable love (like that for my children) cleansed me. Without strain, my eyes witnessed infinity along the horizon. “I love you to infinity and beyond” was my soul’s song.
Tides were turning.
When my emotions rise and fall, like the tides with gravitational pulls, may the SON and the miracle of the Moon remind me of our Creator. Christ who makes the impossible, possible. Whether you’re hiking a mountain or climbing an obstacle, standing at the ocean or in a grocery line, lying in a hammock or in a hospital bed, you are significant to Christ. YOU MATTER. YOU ARE LOVED.
Goodbye, summer. Hello, fall. Friends, may your tides turn in ways that give you peace, good health, and happiness. I’m flannel with faith, and a bit of salt and fresh air, all mixed with love and gratitude for each of you.
Have faith 💙
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Last Thursday I tested positive for Covid. My head felt like it was going to explode. My body ached. The trip? Was it worth it? Is ANY of this worth it? YES! “For the Spirit God gave us does not make us timid, but gives us power, love, and self-discipline.” 2 Timothy 1:7 (NIV).
When I was approached by my dear friend from college about taking me on a trip, I was hesitant. I’ve had my hiking tribe in the past accompany me. I’m very protective on solo short trips. Every detail of my life requires discernment. Dread is not an option (or, in honor of visiting Kennedy Space Center, “Failure is not an option.”). My hesitation was dissolved by our humor. Off to Florida, we flew.
In November, I’ll return to the National Cancer Institute for more scans. Until then…I’ll use wisdom and take it one day at a time. Because I’m a life-long learner, I’ve learned new software and attended training. As of Friday, I’m an official school substitute. Half-days will be the best for my health (and two a week if possible). My goal is to be here two days a week (in addition to publishing once a week). I’ll be less on my phone and more present in the life in front of me.
Life is risky. I can worry about every pain, blood count, or ache I have. OR…I can…live. Each morning, in meditation, prayer, and worship, I open up my hands and say, “I surrender.” I’ll move when HE says, “Move.” Stop when he says, “Stop.” Rest when HE says, “Rest.” Go when HE says, “Go.”
Tides are turning. What will YOU do with TODAY?
How will you ride out the waves? Are your tides turning? Although there will be weeks I’ll be gone, I’m waving and praying from SW MO.
We love you. Karla & Finley ❣️🐾
Typically, I don’t turn off comments. I’m reserving energy so I can visit your places. Thank you for your understanding.❣️
